Tuesday, 30 October 2012

Sorry, and Don't Give Up :)

Darling, I'm sorry for what i said, or rather, I'm sorry for not making myself clear enough and assuming you'd understand what I meant when I said that. Sorry. Anyway, I was scrolling down Facebook, feeling quite bad after I read your post, when I came across this, so, I'll put it up for you.

Well, Im really sorry about that. But the way you understood it was not the way I meant it. I kinda meant it, as at this point, I'll help you, and you dont have to worry about me, kinda thing. I thought you'd figure it out. Sowee.
 Anyway, here is a little something that would hopefully encourage you?



 Me loves you so very much :)



     Well, I know this post is a little short, but i basically just wanted to say im sorry. so yea, SORRYYYY!!
                                                                   Oh, and of course, I LOVE YOU, Darling. :)

Wednesday, 17 October 2012

Random Rambling Poem 1

Jesus Christ the center of our lives,
He who has rised,
In Him we trust,
By faith we walk,
The sands of time shall never stop,
As the sun sets into a tiny blot.

Love and peace the offspring of His grace,
In our hearts we try to place,
Pride and anger the paths of destruction,
Only He can offer salvation.

I'm no preacher of blind and ignorant faith,
Just another boy with simple faith,
Forgive me if I fail,
I'm also another who tries hard not to fail.

This proud and selfish heart,
The thing that sets me and Him apart,
Will I ever escape this trail?
Only time will tell the tale.

They say "When you're at the end of your rope, you're at the beginning of hope."
I certainly hope that is true,
Because my God!
How cruel can life be without You.




*All credits to my amazing boyfriend who wrote this poem while on his path of recovery, and still is on his path to recovery*

PS: Don't give up, littleboy, I know you can do it :) And im always here if you need me :)

PPS: I love youuuuuu! :)

PPPS: I miss youu!!

Saturday, 29 September 2012

10 feelings you make me feel :)



#10.When I was a kid, I loved my teddy bear. But now you are the only teddy bear I love and want to hug for a lifetime. 
#9.If kisses were water I would give you the sea, if hugs were the leaves I would give you a tree, but if love was time, I would give you eternity.
#8.If raindrops were kisses, I could send you showers. if hugs were seas i send you oceans. And if love was a person id send you me!!
#7.Whenever I look into your eyes, I see a beautiful rainbow of the colors of your love which brightens each day of my life to make it yet another best day of my life.
#6.I love you more than yesterday, less than tomorrow.
#5.I sometimes think of you when you're away and smile away to myself. People think I'm nuts.
#4.You're not perfect, and I'll save you the suspense. I am not perfect either. but surely we're perfect for each other :P
#3.Before I met you I never knew what it was like; to look at someone and smile for no reason.
#2.To the world you are one person, but to one person you are the world (know who that person is?:))
#1.I love you. You know why? Because we fit so well together.. Its like the pieces of a puzzle, the way your hand fits the curve of my hip (and the way ''something else'' fits your hand perfectly), and the way my head can rest on your shoulder, the way our hands melt to one, and the way i feel complete when im with you.. Its like the puzzle is finally complete, and i never have to wonder what's missing:)


PS:To anyone who dares take my little boy away from me:
Roses are red
Violets are blue
He's for ME
NOT for you
If by chance
you take my place
I'll take my fist
and smash your face :)
*don't say i didn't warn you*



PS: well baby, I LOVE YOUUUUUUUU!!! :D

Friday, 14 September 2012

Happy Birthday:)

To my dearly beloved little boy;
Well, firstly , i want you to know that I LOVE YOU ALOTTTTTTTTTTTT! i really do:) and im sure you know that.
And also, i wanna say HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! and CONGRATZZZZ!!! on your gold medal.
Thanks for being an awesome boyfriend to me, i really appreciate it. And im sorry for all the times i treated you badly and said things to hurt you, yet you still forgave me and accepted me back. Sorry for all the sacrifices that you had to make for me, all the hard times i put you through, im sorry, baby. But thank you for forgiving me when i say sorry, thank you for taking me back in, thank you for making those sacrifices. I love you. And when we fought, thank you for saying, "Shut up. I love you.":) i still remember that:)
Honestly baby, thank you for EVERYTHING! all the memories(both good and bad), the help you gave, your love, time, patience, effort. Thanks for all that, and more.
Thank you for being my boyfriend, baby. I LOVE YOU!:D
Love isnt perfect, isnt a fairytale, or a scrapbook of happy moments, and it dosent always come easy. Love is overcomeing obstacles, facing challenges, fighting to be together, holding on, and never letting go. It is a short word, easy to spell, difficult to define, and impossible to live without. Love is work, but most of all, love is realizing that every hour, every minute, and every second of it was worth it, because we did it together! :) I love you:)
I love you, baby boy, i love you loadddddddssssssssss:)

And now you're a year cuter, a year older, a year smarter, a year nerdier:D. And you know what? im really proud of you:D you know that? that you've changed soo much since the first time we met, not changed in a bad way, but in a good way. Especially those two major points that you were struggling with before, youre on the path to overcoming it, and i know that you can do it:D And ill always be here if you need me:)And for you winning your competion, and getting a gold:) Makes me so proud to have you as my little boy:')
             ILOVEYOU!!


Thursday, 30 August 2012

Life is Like Coffe

It smells so good, yet at times, it can taste so bad.
Life is like coffee,
it looks tempting,
it smells good,
but taken alone, it can taste bad.


Cocoa beans:)
Cocoa beans are like your life background,
Some people come from a rough surface, others softer,
Nevertheless, it is mixed with what we would call
the sugar of life.





Sugar:)
Sugar is like your principles,
The more suger there is,
The better it tastes.







marijuana flavored whipped cream
Whipped Cream:)

Whipped cream are like friends,
They come in abundance,
Thick and creamy,
They are the topping of life,                                                      
Before you know it, the whipped cream has                                  
melted, dissolved, or nevertheless eaten.
Those melted are left behind,
Those eaten are soon very stale and even ''passed out'',
Those dissolved however, are mixed into life, in all its good smell and horrid taste,
True friends as I would say.




Cocoa Sprinkles

Coacoa sprinkles are like enemies,
Some identifiable, others too small to be seen.
Many a times, covering the whipped cream of life,
When sprinkled, some fall off, having no effect on life,
Whereas some land on the whipped cream, erroding some our friendships,
Causing a slight dent in out once so smoth whipped cream,
And lastly, some seep right through the whipped cream into the coffee,
being unseen, yet having such a huge persistent impact.



Coffee Stirrers:)
The last and most important part, is the stirrer,
Without the stirrer, coffee goes nowhere, just another cup,
Filled with so much, yet untouched.

Which brings us to God.
God is pretty much like the cofee stirrer,
He puts life into action,
With all its sweetness, thinckness and taste
Be it catching any melting whipped cream,
to removing cocoa sprinkles;
It is a useful and impactful part.










'Speechless' Love


From the very beginning, the girl's family objected strongly on her dating this guy. Saying it has to do with family background and that she would have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him. The guy came from a fairly poor background, everytime their family making just enough money for their basic needs. He worked his own way up by studying hard.

Due to her family's pressure, the couple quarreled very often. The girl knew the guy loved her, but she like every other human had doubts at times. She would always ask him, ''How deep is your love for me?''.  Coming from a background with parents that were not highly educated, the guy wasnt very good with his words. This often causes the girl to be upset, with this and her family's pressure, the girl often ends up venting her anger on him. As for him, he only endured it in silence.

proposal How To Create The Perfect ProposalAfter a couple of years of hard work, the guy finally graduates and managed to secure a scholarship to further his studies abroad. Before leaving, he proposed to the girl: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you, and is you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. And as for your family, I will try my best to talk to them. Will you marry me?"

The girl agreed, and with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in and agreed to let them get married. So before he leaves, they get engaged.

The girl went into the working society, and the guy went abroad continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails, and phone calls. It was hard, but neither thought of giving up.

One day, while the girl was on her way to work, she got knocked down by a car that had lost control. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realized that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. She had lost her voice, her capability to speak.

The doctor said that the impact of the crash on her brain had caused her to loose her voice. Listening to her parents comfort her, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down and cried. During her stay at the hospital, other than silence, all that accompanied her was the sound of her crying.

Upon reaching home, everything seemed the same, except for the ringing tone of the phone. It pierced into her heart every time it rang. She does not want the guy to know what happened to her. Not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying she does not wish to wait any longer for him. With that, she sent her ring back to him, the ring he proposed to her with. In return, the guy sent loads and loads of replies to her letter and countless phone calls, none of which she could bear to reply, or answer his calls. All she could do was cry.

Her parents decided to move out of that place, hoping that she would eventually forget everything and be happy. With a new environment, the girl learnt sign language and started a new life. Everyday, constantly telling herself that she must forget the guy.

One day. Her friend came to visit her her and told her that the guy had finished his studies and come home. She told her friend not to let him know what had happened to her. Ever since that day, there wasn't anymore news from him.

A year passed and her friend, who visits her often came to visit her again, this time with an envelope. The envelope contained an invitation card to the guy's wedding. The girl's heart was shattered when she saw, but when she opened the invitation, she saw her name inside, instead.

She looked up to ask her friend what was going on, but instead saw the guy, her guy standing infront of her. Using sign language, he told her: "I've spent a year learning sign language. Just to let you know that i've not forgotten my promise to you, our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I love you." And with that he slipped the ring back onto her finger. A tear slipped down the girl's cheek, this time after so long, crying, but not because she was sad. She cried because of how much he loved her,'happy tears', as they call it.♥♥



Tuesday, 21 August 2012

For My Baby :)



Baby, this post is just for youuuuu:) its basically just a compilation of pictures and quotes. hope you likkee:)



Heavenly God, full of grace,
Bless my boyfriend's sexy face
Bless his hair the way it curls
Keep him away from other girls
Bless his little nose and toes
And keep him safe wherever he goes
Bless his arms so big and strong
Help him keep them where they belong
Bless his eyes that shine like stars
And keep his mind on me and cars
Bless his body the way it smells
If my dad finds out he'll give me hell
I tell you, Lord, he isn't shy
He's got his faults but so do I
Bless him Lord, cause he's my guy.




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Thank you for being that 'perfect, but not so perfect' boyfriend. I love you:)
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